hey again....really into spring awakening now thank you rori lol...wanna get the soundtrack now the song title used is the first song in it
sheets, apology has been accepted, and nxt time ill think before i shoot off random stuff...i never meant to hurt sammy i meant to make her think because all i knew was roris side...i heard shes been a lil sad latelyactually tell her feel better for me...
jimmy and harris got back together....i know that sounds funny lol...but there getting better and stuff...its just ike old times...before everything...except im really not in it anymore... can certantly understand why tho...considering the circumstances...i still feel so bad about that...i can say im estatically happy, but with a very guilty concience...
works been fun...we got to watch forest freak out...me an brit were laughing so hard
here are all seven guys in detail
kamil- dude from my school, graduated last year...very big on gambling, dice especially, he taught me how to play and ive played a bit and im pretty good...dont put me in vegas lol...2nd year
vlad- short for vladamir...really nice, has offereed to sit time for me, hails from bulgaria comes over in the summers to lifeguard, and i think hes a snowboarding coach over there...not sure tho...pretty blue eyes lol...cal them s i seee them...4th year but 1st year @ dry dock
dan- short for dardan...wickedly peverted, but still really nice,hit on rori yet still has a gf, hails from albania, only other rookie, already went back to albania not to return, has very chavanistic ideas about the roles of women...1st year, and only year probably
josh- insanely tall, relatively nice, rumor is hes next in line for lieutenant...has a penchant for tagging everything in sight with the word ames...the guy wiht the radio thats forever playing ganster rap...4th or 5th year...not as obsessed with money as...
jose- relatively nice guy, makes chair schedules and hes been since his rookie year 4 years ago...holds down like two or three lifeguarding jobs at the same time...his phrase is good money...
i guess he just likes money...
forest- real name is demitrious...the general ass of the pool...12th yea...he be very old...hes greek i believe, hangs out with the kids then tries to kill them...big smoker and a general nuisance
ted- the lieutenant...need i say more?
well anyhoo...i broke a vacumn and cuz i was out too late today i cant hang tomorrow i am verysad...
i kinda miss harris...rori reminded me that its going to be 6 moonths soon...6!thats insane...i hae the best idea for it too...
OH YEA THAT REMNDS ME...the reason why ths blog is named how it is (spring awakening/ hairspray)
my mom apparently knows about me and harris, she confided that to ginie who fortunatly didnt spill...she did pretty well from what i understand i apologixe to ginie for dobting her lol...my mom was like its harris hes at it again this is striketwo if anything else hapens ull never see him again...i didnt know wht to do...so i callharris and he brings in rori and together they clm me down...then my mom texts and apologizes...now hariswants to ve really carefill and stuff, yet i have been stopped caring if we get caught or not i love him too much actually...idk...im @ a loss here...
i read pplz blogs todahy it was fun
thats what haooens when u breal tehm hairderesses
lol
anyhhoo...imma go now cuz i am very tired
bye
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
entry9=goodbye love
well its true
here is what happened today
i got a zune on my last day off and the thing is my child lol...its a halo one with these funny videos...okay not my point
well i go to hang out with sheets, sammy (his sister), rori, and steve...well i break out my zune and me and rori get into pippin...were all singing along and stuff and steve called us bitches lol...well that got us mad so we kinda walked ahead...then steve and sammy pulled our hair and walk ahead of us with sheets...me and rori cross the strret and i go to buy water...they take that ike we left them and they leave...so me and rori go to queens center as was the plan as told to me...turns out we were in the wrong mall...so they come but by tht time were seriously POed so were ke ignoring them and stuff...so at some point i come up to sheets and im trying to explain that we werent being mean...we were just reminising over pippin (lol)...and sammy kinda kept interrupting and stuff...and without thinking i throw a very mean shot at her...like a below the belt thing...which i honestly felt really bad for like thirty seconds later...then steve calls and sheets is all like u made a ten year old cry ur a bitch (which i am how did he not see that before? honestly...lol) then he hung up on me...at the same time rori is mad at steve (which got fixed)...when we al meet up again sheets is telling me that marcus is going to die and he hopes ill cry my eyes out at that cuz i killed his sisters emotions...at least im not physically killing ppl was what i was thinking at the time... (more on that later) and sammys all like i am so happy u didnt go to rent (which honestly i think she meant a little bit things like that come with a little meaning)...then when i apologized they called me hypocritical....TWICE...im evil but ive never been a hypocrite to anyone...ive always been open with everyone...its my flaw...especially sheets...him saing that was the worst thing he could have said to me actually...then he finds out the whole story on marcus...liek the thins i forgot to tell him...(again more on that later)...well everythings fixed now so its okay...
now the deal on marcus...no point keeping it a secret now that hes gone...he signed up fo the marines and was going to leave in september...but his friends found out and kicked him out...which ultimately bumped up his leaving date to today...when sheets threw in my face that marcus was going to die in iraq...which god forbid may actually happen...its four months of boot camp then four years of iraq...in the front lines in a tank killing terrorists...apparently ppl have died in training too...marcus is a brother to me...hes essentially the big brother i never had...and hes helped me through so much...i hnestly dont know what id do without him...the worst part is that i have to tel brittany (the sister i never had) mhyself...and i have o tel her i got the stuff hes saving...his mons ring and a neclace with anointing oil in it...the ring is his moms love and the oil to reming him to be reay to pray for anyone at any time...i remember exactly what he said to me...he was like do you remember when u said i was the glue holding everyone together? i aid yea...and he was like well i am passing that onto you because i want you to step in and take the lead ad be the glue i was...something to that effect...the pressure is on...the sucky thing was...he predicted the whole hing with harris...im actually not suposed to tell...but marcus got a few future predicting dreams and raised a lot of hopes for me...i cant actually say anymore lol...honestly im so scared for him...he ca hande himself but im scared all the more because hes inthe front...in a big giant portable gun...hes not coming back till im 21...and brit would be 16...or 17...
all of this...coupled wih he fact that i havent seen or spoken with harris in like three weeks...has thrown me into insanity....maybe im paranoid...or maybe this is the deterioration of my sanity...bye bye everyone...hello padded walls...
here is what happened today
i got a zune on my last day off and the thing is my child lol...its a halo one with these funny videos...okay not my point
well i go to hang out with sheets, sammy (his sister), rori, and steve...well i break out my zune and me and rori get into pippin...were all singing along and stuff and steve called us bitches lol...well that got us mad so we kinda walked ahead...then steve and sammy pulled our hair and walk ahead of us with sheets...me and rori cross the strret and i go to buy water...they take that ike we left them and they leave...so me and rori go to queens center as was the plan as told to me...turns out we were in the wrong mall...so they come but by tht time were seriously POed so were ke ignoring them and stuff...so at some point i come up to sheets and im trying to explain that we werent being mean...we were just reminising over pippin (lol)...and sammy kinda kept interrupting and stuff...and without thinking i throw a very mean shot at her...like a below the belt thing...which i honestly felt really bad for like thirty seconds later...then steve calls and sheets is all like u made a ten year old cry ur a bitch (which i am how did he not see that before? honestly...lol) then he hung up on me...at the same time rori is mad at steve (which got fixed)...when we al meet up again sheets is telling me that marcus is going to die and he hopes ill cry my eyes out at that cuz i killed his sisters emotions...at least im not physically killing ppl was what i was thinking at the time... (more on that later) and sammys all like i am so happy u didnt go to rent (which honestly i think she meant a little bit things like that come with a little meaning)...then when i apologized they called me hypocritical....TWICE...im evil but ive never been a hypocrite to anyone...ive always been open with everyone...its my flaw...especially sheets...him saing that was the worst thing he could have said to me actually...then he finds out the whole story on marcus...liek the thins i forgot to tell him...(again more on that later)...well everythings fixed now so its okay...
now the deal on marcus...no point keeping it a secret now that hes gone...he signed up fo the marines and was going to leave in september...but his friends found out and kicked him out...which ultimately bumped up his leaving date to today...when sheets threw in my face that marcus was going to die in iraq...which god forbid may actually happen...its four months of boot camp then four years of iraq...in the front lines in a tank killing terrorists...apparently ppl have died in training too...marcus is a brother to me...hes essentially the big brother i never had...and hes helped me through so much...i hnestly dont know what id do without him...the worst part is that i have to tel brittany (the sister i never had) mhyself...and i have o tel her i got the stuff hes saving...his mons ring and a neclace with anointing oil in it...the ring is his moms love and the oil to reming him to be reay to pray for anyone at any time...i remember exactly what he said to me...he was like do you remember when u said i was the glue holding everyone together? i aid yea...and he was like well i am passing that onto you because i want you to step in and take the lead ad be the glue i was...something to that effect...the pressure is on...the sucky thing was...he predicted the whole hing with harris...im actually not suposed to tell...but marcus got a few future predicting dreams and raised a lot of hopes for me...i cant actually say anymore lol...honestly im so scared for him...he ca hande himself but im scared all the more because hes inthe front...in a big giant portable gun...hes not coming back till im 21...and brit would be 16...or 17...
all of this...coupled wih he fact that i havent seen or spoken with harris in like three weeks...has thrown me into insanity....maybe im paranoid...or maybe this is the deterioration of my sanity...bye bye everyone...hello padded walls...
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