im gonna be a freaking senior next year...in september the group will be seniors...all of us...thats kinda scary...the next show will be ours...mwahaha...well have all the leads....AWESOME...not so worried anymore...
im a bit afraid of college...its so big and no matter how close you are, its further awayfrom everything youve ever known...and nothing changes that...friendships change,ppl change, life changes at college...i dont wanna split up with the group lol...we are so going to college close to each other or haning out every weekend...lol...
i got a letter from harvard two days ago...harvard...as in the biggest ivy league school EVER...apparently if i get lucky i can go for free....idk if i have a shot at it...but id love to try it out...everyone goes to school in boston now...lol...bostons sposed to be college city too...besides new york...i want performing arts so leavin g NYC might be a lil redundant cuz imma have 2 come back anyway....and of course, the dream of me and steve was always oxford...but i think we could settle for harvard...LOL JK JK JK
anyhoo...vanessas coming back over tomorrow...shes cool people...next week will be awesome, despite aiyannas ongoing aaron problem...and my trying to forgive myself for the jimmy thing...i know its not my fault, but i hate that it seems that way...i dont think me and joey and jimmy will ever be the same again...i hate that he strung me along tho...(jimmy liked and currently likes aiyanna...all the while liking me...im an idiot...a big one...but all the same good luck with that one aiyanna)...its such a double standard...but im so not getting into it...its a long story and itll come out piece by piece...so i dont look like such a bad person lol....
well...tomorrow i may or may not get prcessed for my 11.72 an hour job...imma work as a lifeguard lol...itll be the best...as long as nobody dies...joey h better visit my job...and so had the rest of them...i want visitors so i can go on lunch and not be alone lol...
well i think thats it...i may go to sleep now...simply cuz i feel like it...im not that tired...i just wanna sleep...perhaps my subconscious is tired....thats surreal...well thats it i guess....thank you and good night
(o btw...i think you should all expect blogs in bulk when i do happen to post)
bye...walk the plank...lmao
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