My Junk

hey...sry sheets i stole your title...but it works for my blog lol...

well, heres wats gone down lately...im going to write about what ive seen on other blogs...harris imma recap here sorry...

harris has been really into this guy alan...whos an ass to him but other than that honestly isnt too bad of a guy...hes pretty manipulative tho...and from what ive heard, a guy in clover likes him...i think his name is ronald...ive seen him...a rather tall dude with the classic "i like guys" voice...along with that new clover face is a guy named jake...he claims to be straight but everybody else thinks hes bi cuz he keeps going off with alan or something like that dont quote me on this...all i have to say on this is that harris is way too good for alan, and anybody would be totally lucky to have him, and id set him up if i felt like talking to anyone else besides my group friends and the select few outside of my closest friends...lol...

i admire rori...i think she has to be one of the strongest people i know, and im happy shes my friend..shes been working on mrs walker and doing a lovely job with it...i am painfully happy with what i got when it comes to casting...i get the best song in the show...its called pinball wizard...

steve has his own problems...not quite sure wha they are and how theyre panning out, but i know i dont have the right or the information to talk about this learnedly.

as for me, im trying to put the peices back together...nd trying to put the puzzle together, considering he said he doesnt know what hes gonna do...i have no problem waiting and stuff...i just wanna make sure im waiting for something and that im gonna get hurt waiting for it...we ended up having a big discussion about it, involving me crying a lot, both of us apologizing a lot, and him saying i dont know a lot...i dont know whats gonna happen...he did say he still likes me, just not as much...i just wanna know if im waiting for something to happen thats not going to happen...i like him tho...and i know i can wait around for awhile...because i do think hes worth the wait (and i dont mean just now)...but is the wait gonna pay off?

i dont know anymore...olsi was like i can set u up and he said that in front of him i was like no im okay like twice...then liza asked me and i aid thx, but no thx...i think i found a really good guy..hell, he prolly found me...

is it smart to wait around for a really good guy on the basis of a 60/40 chance?

i guess ill find out...

this is whats been hapening in my life so far...